Do You Ever Do This?

Do you ever find yourself driving in the car, alone, no kids, and you forget who you are for a few precious moments? This is me. The radio is up way too high playing something like The Black Eyed Peas, the windows are down, I'm driving a bit too fast and probably singing and dancing a little in my seat. At a stop light I look at the car next to me and see a guy looking at me. I'm thinking he's looking at me because I'm 20 and cute and cool driving a sporty little two door car of some sort. Then I catch a glimpse of myself in the rearview mirror. I'm driving a minivan, with two carseats in the back, I have macaroni and cheese spilled on my shirt, my hair hasn't been cut in four months, I'm 32, and pregnant. I'm soooooo not the cool chick I thought I was just moments before.